| DAVE'S 
        DIARY - 3 AUGUST 2003 AUDREY 
        FINDS FAITH AND THE AMERICANA CHARTS
 "So don't tell me about L.A or the House of Blues/ it's got everything 
        to die for and everything to lose/ and I say yeah I'm doing well/ I'm 
        staying here and you can go to hell." - 'Losing Faith' - Audrey Auld.
 
 Tasmanian born singer-songwriter Audrey Auld has the Dali Lama and cool 
        Canadian troubadour Fred Eaglesmith to thank for helping her mend her 
        broken heart with former partner Bill Chambers.
 
 Eaglesmith gave Audrey spiritual guidance by suggesting she read the Dali 
        Lama book, 'Transforming The Mind.'
 
 "It was a really good book for me to read at that time," says 
        Auld who has recently been performing with both Fred and Bill in the U.S. 
        on a tour that enabled third album 'Losing Faith' to reach #22 on the 
        prestige Americana airplay charts.
 
 "It just made me realise you need to get to the place where the love 
        is still alive - you can still express and feel that and lose all the 
        bad stuff."
 
 Losing all the bad stuff enabled both parties to move to a different level 
        - Audrey owns Reckless Records - the indie company that distributes their 
        duet album, Bill's solo disc 'Sleeping With The Blues.'
 
 "We're very close and very good friends," Auld confides.
 
 "The whole concept of losing faith is losing faith in something I 
        really believed in. I likened that to a religion and you really believe 
        in something then reality starts beating you up and you have to acknowledge 
        it's not what you think it is. That's what losing faith is about. You 
        just have to let go. There are some angry songs but I like to think they're 
        empowered songs, not just negative done me wrong songs. I feel the album 
        is more about me and expressing yourself and a fundamental change in a 
        relationship."
 
 
 FRED 
        AND AUDREY   Bill and Audrey, like predecessors Hank and Audrey and George and Tammy, 
        reaped hay from the ashes of ruptured romance.
 
 But unlike Hank, who went to God in the back of Cadillac at 29 on New 
        Year's Eve in 1952, Bill and Audrey are living apart but work together 
        occasionally on two continents as keepers of the roots country flame.
 
 But this time around it's Eaglesmith, whose discs are else available here 
        on Reckless, who is sharing bills with Bill & Audrey. That, of course, 
        is after he tours nationally with Bill and Kasey Chambers - see our tour 
        guide for details.
 
 But in Melbourne Audrey, Bill and Fred, who regularly perform together 
        in Australia and overseas, play the 'Corner' Hotel, Richmond, on September 
        2 and 'Cornish Arms' in Brunswick on September 3.
 
 BILL'S 
        TRAVEL ADVISORIES 
 
        
          |  Bill 
              and Audrey | Audrey 
              is indebted to Bill - not just for the acrimonious angst for her 
              songs - but also career advice.
 So what are those handy hints?
 
 Well, swim away from the shallow local venue pool and dive into 
              the U.S. country scene, the biggest in the western world.
 
 Audrey wrote 'Doin' Well' about that guidance and included it on 
              'Losing Faith.'
 |  "It 
        drove me nuts. I'm very conscious of not riding on the Chambers shirttails. 
        It's an easy thing to do. Anything I achieve I want to know I've got it 
        from my own work and own music. He would ring me up. I would say stop 
        it, I have my own path."
 Audrey has, of course, performed in Austin and Nashville - two of the 
        musical oases in benefactor Bill's tour guide.
 
 And also all over the musical oasis of Texas where Americana radio stations 
        play her back to back with artists diverse as Kevin Deal, Ray Wylie Hubbard, 
        Joe Ely, Waylon & Willie, 'The Waifs,' Eaglesmith and the Chambers.
 
 Audrey also stayed with another performing partner Mary Gauthier in Nashville 
        and played the famed Woody Guthrie fest in Oklahoma with a diverse cast 
        of roots country heroes and heroines.
 
 And she has visited the cyber sty at the legendary KPIG in Freedom, California.
 
 FROM 
        TAROONA TO TEXAS  It's a long journey from Taroona High in Hobart to Woy Woy via Austin 
        and Nashville but Audrey has made every painful post a winner on a lost 
        highway akin to that of Hank & Audrey of whom Ms Auld sang in Fred 
        Eaglesmith song 'Alcohol & Pills.'
 
 The four year duet career and ruptured romance with Chambers ended in 
        a bitter sweet split that prompted many of the 13 songs on 'Losing Faith' 
        but it also gave her the inner strength to resurrect her life and career.
 
 The show must go on in the fine tradition of true troubadours so neither 
        partner spat the dummy although Bill, 52, is a father again - a boy named 
        Jake.
 
 Chambers played banjo, lap steel, dobro and various guitars and harmonised 
        on 'Losing Faith.'
 
 So when Bill was opening for and playing in Kasey's band on her U.S. tours 
        he was also earning American greenbacks for the couple.
 
 Reckless Records is a thriving cottage industry for Audrey whose catalogue 
        includes two solo albums, a duet disc with Bill, a brace of albums by 
        Eaglesmith and tribute discs to him.
 And it was Fred, who duets with Audrey on her tune 'B Grade Affair.'
 
 Eaglesmith also gave Auld advice on her most revealing song - 'Your Eyes.'
 "I wrote it about myself, wrote it as 'My Eyes' and Fred said 'why 
        don't you change it to your eyes,' It made it a more self empowered song."
 
 It's not clear if Fred suggested leaving clues to the identity of the 
        lover who hurt the Van Diemen's Land vamp.
 
 "Now the chambers of my heart hold all your secrets/ all the things 
        that you'll never say/ as the flames I watch the Phoenix rise/ but still 
        your eyes give you away."
 
 So Audrey, were there any prizes for guessing?
 
 "It was just about humour really for anyone who knows," Audrey 
        quipped, "some people don't know and it won't mean anything."
 
 AULD 
        LANG EXORCISM Not all artists fan the flames of faded love as such a salient signpost.
 
 But very few are as honest as the singer whose candour is a beacon for 
        precious peers
 "It wasn't hard to bare my soul, we were brought up to be very honest," 
        Auld revealed, "the thing I love about country music is there's room 
        for honesty. That's what you aspire to. Have your heart on your sleeve 
        but in a way that's not cheesy, schmaltzy and corny.
 There are some angry songs. I like to think they're empowered songs, not 
        just negative done me wrong songs"
 
 She has no qualms admitting her suffering, while painful, enabled her 
        to write the best songs of her career.
 
 "We lived together for about four years, it was pretty intense," 
        Auld confessed, 'we were writing and touring together and having really 
        long periods of absence when Kasey was touring overseas. He was gone for 
        five weeks on her U.S. tours. One year he was gone more than he was at 
        home. That's really tough on any relationship. If there's anything that 
        needs resolution there's no way it's going to happen when the two people 
        are in different countries."
 
 LET 
        US ALL HAIL HOLBROOK  Hill country hamlet Holbrook is a Hume Highway speed trap that has haunted 
        me since I worked on the Albury Border Mail in 1969.
 
 It was also the source of Audrey's tune 'Our Lady Of Sorrows' - inspired 
        by a church which earns considerably less than the NSW Government from 
        local speeding fines or the incredible hulk.
 
 The hulk is an huge black inland submarine that lurks in the town's main 
        street - it has its own ablutions block but not the bakery where Audrey 
        wrote her song.
 
 "My parents decided to bring us without religion, plenty of philosophical 
        input but I'm not into any organised religion," Audrey revealed.
 
 "I was reading Tibetan Buddhist stuff while I was driving up to Sydney 
        I heard Kasey's Baby Jesus song on the radio which is fine If you have 
        a Jesus to pray to. When I got to Holbrook there was this beautiful shrine 
        of Mary at 'Our Lady Of Sorrows' church. We stopped, went to the bakery, 
        sat around and had our jelly cakes."
 
 In the interests of accurate research my partner and I stopped at the 
        same bakery on a recent return trip from Sydney. Unfortunately I chose 
        a hamburger with the lot and no new song came to me.
 
 My partner had to make do with 'Jodie' - a song I wrote about her 22 years 
        ago and was recorded by Wolverines singer Darcy LeYear and B J McKay and 
        on hold for Alabama while we worked together for five years on the Sydney 
        Daily Mirror.
 
 Alabama eventually passed on the song but my partner returned 27 years 
        after we met. And the first person she met at our reunion at a Kinky Friedman-Billy 
        Joe Shaver concert at The Basement in Sydney was Audrey.
 
 So I guess karma works in a very special way if you're a couple of Presbyterians 
        from the Shipwreck Coast of Victoria on a pit stop under the gaze of Mary 
        and her flock of sheep and beef cattle in Holbrook.
 
 AUDREY 
        EQUALS ODYSSEY  Auld's album is an odyssey which punctuates her heartbreak with tunes 
        on the pitfalls of the music industry - 'Next Big Nothing' and 'Doin' 
        Well' - but ends on a high on a duet with Nashville singer Kieran Kane 
        on his song 'Harmony.'
 
 So is the life of Auld who left Tasmania at 21 and traded her career in 
        movie animation for the rigors of writing, performing and running her 
        own record label.
 
 "It's hard for people who are not in the music industry to really 
        appreciate the life of a musician," Auld says.
 
 "I'm actually seeing a guy now who is a mechanic, I have to be very 
        patient and gentle with him because I'm realising there is a lot to understand, 
        you can't rush it."
 
 And Bill?
 
 "I still adore him and I would like to continue to write songs with 
        him," said Auld of the singer who recently became father of a new 
        son Jake.
 
 Audrey and Fred Eaglesmith will be filmed for Nu Country when they perform 
        at the 'Corner', Richmond, on September 2 and 'Cornish Arms', Brunswick, 
        on September 3.
 
 Keep watching this space for episode times on Nu Country TV which debuts 
        on Channel 31 at 8 p m on Saturday October 4 and is repeated during the 
        week.
 
 Trivia buffs may be interested to learn the Cornish Arms is on a strip 
        of Brunswick where cattle once roamed in mid 19th century on the original 
        Dawson estate.
 
 Maybe fans of Auld, Chambers and Eaglesmith can round up their descendants 
        - the livestock not the family - as extras for Nu Country TV.
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